Mean females

I wish I could say that my reason for this absence was because of some exciting thing that has happened to me. But it hasn’t, I was just lazy and was going through another dry spell. My life is so unexciting that this happens occasionally. I figured the whole whiney bit ran out a little too long as well. But this is a rant too, I can't help myself. If you want to be in denial, like me once in a while, you could always pretend I was on yet another cruise to some far off destination. I spent most of my time in the bar or on deck, sipping margaritas.

I started work today at a new place with new people and all I can say is… the weather sucks and women are mean. Ok, they’re more verbal about their feelings than at my old place. But then again, I was the only female there so perhaps that’s why. You really never know what’s going through anyone’s mind, yet Michelle almost all the time lets everyone know how she feels. I think it’s supposed to be refreshing but I think I could do without it. Who knows, it has only been a day.

It sucks if you’re a single chic in SF according to my roommate (talking on the phone that I’m eavesdropping on) because:

1. Most of the guys here are gay
2. The good ones are taken
3. You’d be competing with other females up the wazoo for the leftovers.

And that’s why she’s thinking of leaving by April. So you can’t really blame me for not trying, I mean it takes so much effort and for what? So yeah, that also means I have to leave by April as well. So, I’d be commuting to school and work. Which sucks. There you have it, between eating meals alone and trying to get used to everything at work, my life has probably set its path. Permanently. I feel so numb. Or is it dumb? Next year better kick this year’s ass. Big time.

Best Christmas gift: A nice jacket and a nice place to stay even if it is for 3 months only. C'est la vie.

Note to self: Ma cousine & Trouquet; the theater district. Has an affinity to Salman Rushdie.